Alright then, onto those questions:
I'm feeling nervous, of course, because of the fact that I'm coming in down 4 to 8. But I do have hope. It's not exactly the most exciting kind of hope, but it's the kind that doesn't turn my nervousness into a feeling of being down and out.
The game having shifted from tribes to individual isn't a shift that I've really noticed as such. I still feel a little like our tribe is just going to go ahead and stick together for a while. For me, I absolutely have my eyes set on winning the game. I'm definitely taking a more serious approach to this game than I was in Greece. I compared a little bit of my game to Penny's game in Greece, and the difference is pretty astounding. I believe my philosophy going into the merge was absolutely of a mindset to just get as far as I could without winning the game, whereas Penny was all about visualising herself in the finals and the way she was going to get there. I'm trying to take a leaf out of her book in this case.
I think making it to the end after being down in numbers will be impressive enough, tbh. At this point, though, I'm probably going to the end with my tribemates, so that puts us all on an equal level in that regard. Hopefully, though, I can outshine everybody else. I like to believe I'm the guy to beat on my tribe.
To me, it's not so much about a split in particular, it's just about who I have relationships with, so I can't answer that last question.
As a general update:
Holly has apparently been targeting Chase and I. She tried to throw out there that Jill and her partner (that's me) had the idols, which is lolsy, and definitely untrue, at least on my part. This was mentioned to Jake, who mentioned it to me, and I mentioned it to Jill. Jill is now going to try to use this info to possibly target Holly.
According to Chase, who found out from Russell, it's possible that Dan has gone a little inactive. This makes him a bit of a target.
Russell could prove to be a good link for us. Jolanda is nice, but we've never really had a connection.
Wendy's a bit of a dark horse. Before the merge, I would have been interested in getting Jake to offer her a six-way deal with Wendy, but she seemed a little apprehensive about working with us. After a bit of talking, we think she might be in tight with the Palena majority. That makes her worrying to us.
Ken and Tyrone both seem like very legitimate possibilities to flip. Ken is the more interesting possibility to me - I like him this time around, we have an alliance with Jake. It's great to have him around. Tyrone, however, is the questionable one. We want him to jump over, but we don't love him. We might even try to compromise a deal with his departure.
The plan for me at the moment might be a little complicated. We're fairly certain the other side has both idols, probably in the hands of Holly and Jolanda. As such, I think we need to flush out the idols. To do this, I think we could start by trying to negotiate a deal to take out Dan with Palena, and specifically bringing Hollanda into these talks. At the same time, Jill is going to be trying to convince Palena to turn on Holly. This gets passed around, spooks Holly into possibly playing the idol. We go on to blindside either Dan or Wendy with the people we have on board.
The thing is, we want to make a pick that's not someone who's going to be able to get their hands on the idol. Maybe we'll even switch things to Jolanda? To be honest, I"d prefer a rookie, rather than a veteran. Jolanda may have an idol as well, so it would suck for that to blow up in our face after working hard to get a majority.
Word on the street is that both Chase and I are targets for being too social/strong in challenges. I'm hoping they go after someone else, though, in fear that one of us might have the idol. It would be nice to have a spare round, to be honest, even if we're unsuccessful. I'm not sure I want to bring a fake idol into the mix yet, but it could end up being a possibility, depending on whether we mess up this round.